Walk Of My Life..

First Day of snow

2004-11-13T23:17:00.000-08:00

Having a lot of friends around doesn't mean that you're not lonely.

OoOoO...
The first day of snow in the year 2004!! to be announced :)
Snow was going non-stop since 10 this morning till 3pm..
Watching the falling of the snow makes it all so beautiful...
The most thing I love about winter is the first day of falling snow,
where it covers up all the pine trees with a thin coat of shimmering look...
It is just so beautiful...
I was so crazy enough to go out with just a summer sweater with a tube top and sweatpants
stepping in the snow with my barefoot.. the feeling of snow stepping with your barefeet is just like walking on top of your cold comforter.. so soft and comfortable..
Had the determination to actually go swimming today but then after watching the falling snow,
it pulled me back from going. I stayed home all day watching movies and series downloaded from the internet.. God, that kinda makes me feel crappy after thinking what Granps Mike say yesterday to me on the phone, I should have time management and determination to do something.. shouldn't be spending too much time on the laptop...
*sigh..
Shaun had to work today and roads were pretty bad.. he didn't wanna come in cause he was not confident enough to drive in the snow after a nearly-driven-off-the-road incident on his way home from work.. he called and was complaining about how he is smelling like french fries.. lol.. I guess that is how you should be smelling if you're working at the rink selling fries :D
I learned how 2 build a fire in the fireplace!!!^_^ but.. i got the house full of smoke :X that sucks eh... oh well, I guess that is the first experience of starting a fire @ the fireplace...
Talked to Rayleen for a bit today on the phone but she was eager to go cook,
I guess she is too busy for her bf.. I wish she wasn't so busy and had spend some more time with me this small lil friend of hers.. but I guess when there's love, friendship doesn't really matter that much eh?
Talking to Shaun now as I am typing my journal up..
I guess this is a memorable day for me,
The first day of snowing,
first day that i realize i need time management,
the first time i light up a fireplace..

My Wishlist :
1. Apple iPOD
2.Hopefully 2 get 3 courses in the 90's for finals....then i can get into SFU!! ^_^
3.Somebody gonna remember my birthday :(

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2004-11-11T01:15:00.000-08:00

The day started as usual with the walk up the icy cold slope.
The weather is starting to cool off due to the coming of the winter...
Kinda regretted that I never took those pictures during the beautiful fall..
now that all the leaves have drop down.. *sigh...
The first person I went to this morning when I got to school was the library to look for Sandra.
Was talking to her till class starts and rushed to class but in Pre-Cal there's a sub...
Tried to solve some "word" problems with my groupmates that I barely know...
out of 20 we only solved 6 in 1 and 1/2 hours.. Smart eh?? :X
Had assembly for some rememberance day crap and all those veterans was talking about their story.. the Mexican guy sitting next to me was like.. " what does this have to do with us?" and I was agreeing to it but then well this is the only day they can go tell the people about their stories, plus they're already almost in an age that, that is all they could talk about how the WWII and so on...
As I was leaving the assembly .. DAMN i got caught by A(someone that I don't want to hang around with but she doesn't get it) she was yelling my name and ask me to wait for her outside the auditorium.. I guess i just couldn't pretend not to hear anything at all right? So, ended up having lunch with her and she starts complaining about how she got grounded by her host father because of a yogurt cup and because she was being cocky.. and I mean if suddenly your host father come and tell you to do something that he never really bothers at all means he is either annoyed with ur actions or he was moody ... i mean you're like 18 get the fact man.. dun tell me u dun understand how 2 read ppl's facial expression...
then I tried to look for Sandra in the library but she wasn't there .. must have gone home...
Was trying to update some product reviews and polls in my section..
Wishing that people will like it...
I guess I am just still new to this kinda stuff...
Came home, suprisingly my "granps" called and we chatted for a bit but then he had to go entertain Yin(the old guy I knew frm here that i introduced to him)... I wish granps didnt' have to go ... :(
Went shopping in the later evening.. OooOo.. Mic Mac was having midnight madness...
AaaAaa.. Just like what Jaymee said.. never ever go there during midnight madness man.. cause the queues are so long and their employees are not trained for working serving long queues...I remember when I used to work at 1U it was so different.. every of our staff are trying to entertain the customers so bad that we try to get them not to pay at the same time that will create a long queue that might be impatient and cranky customers...
However, got myself 3 sweaters and 1 red top...
nothing fancy.. just something that I would probably be able to use for a few years..
Sounding like i am so poor.. hey i am not poor just broke :P

hmm

2004-11-07T22:57:00.000-08:00

Halloween's gone...
What's coming next?
Time seems to past so fast...
It seems like a short time for me
but it has been near to 2 yrs that I'm in Canada.
Halloween... treat or trick? guess I should have gone out for that this yr.
Still remembering my first Halloween here was a fun down drunk party where I met Shaun...Is he gonna be the "hero" the "one" in my life? *unsured...sigh...
For the past few weeks, the determination of sleeping early had been proceed but the determination of keeping up with my swimming routines had gone by using the reason of the weather..however I was pretty proud of myself for walking up the hill every mornning, building up my weak stamina...
Winter is going to be very cold this year I suppose,
not much snow but there'll be just lots of wind and no lifts from Sarah...
Sarah, damn I miss ya... haven't even talked to u since I moved...
*sigh...
Daddy's birthday is coming soon...
I guess I should just call him and just greet him happy Birthday...
Still wondering and confusing of which uni I should be going...
I wanted to suggest to dad that I wanna go back to M'sia for a year doing twinning but I guess that will turn out to be a pointless argument...
Was browsing thru one of my ex-classmates online photo album..
she's changed so much.. from a short and baby fat lil one to a tall and slim chic...keeps me wondering why can't I grow tall like others.. is it because of genes? or what?? I wanna be TALL but why .. why God doesn't bless me with that? *sigh..
Listening to the midi of this page,keeps me wondering.. wondering where,when,how and what my life will be as it goes down the road...
Don't wanna write no more.. guess its just an update since I haven't update it for a while...
Peace \./( . . )

2004-10-21T00:54:00.000-07:00

Happiness depends on ourselves
-Aristotle

Was really sore this morning when I woke up,
after the swimming I had last night. However, I still got myself to school and not skipped any classes.. Suprisingly...
And with that, there's no h/w but a test in BMA on Thursday. Was great about it...
Ayako was disappointed because she found out her crush only like korean/canadian girls and they ahve to be petite,good looking+body.. and she finds that she's none of it.
I still remember the day before she told me, she's gonna go slim bla bla bla for him...
However, I really do not understand though.. maybe it was just me not understanding why girls change for guys that might not even be worthy just to make them like her.
If a guy doesn't like you for who you are then that's not love.
Just like my quote, happiness really depends on yourself.
If you worry too much, you get stress.
If you complain too much, you'll never be satisfied.
If you would just be optimistic and be satisfied for what you have then you'll always be happy.
Sometimes I get really depress myself but then I realize why not be happy rather than be sad.
Although I really have no trust for people around except a few and you know who you are, I still think that keeping yourself happy will make your life more meaningful.
Kathryn actually called me today, I was soooo happy!!! We chatted for almost 2 hours until her nasty bf >.< came and make noise (bising la!!) However, it has been a LONG time since I chatted with her... she is really consider my best friend because with her I can talk to her about I don't know what for hours and never stop. With Ayako, or my new made friends I really just don't seem to be able to do so... But.. unfortunately her bf and me are not really in a terms of liking each other.According to what she says and what I think we both agree that he gets jealous when we both talk too long on the phone.. :D We were talked about life(lately), friends,fashion,hamsters,....etc... We both really realize like friends that were in M'sia that were used to be really close with us often kinda lose the touch of it since we came here, for Viv as an example, she used to be close to me but now, she has a new bf.. which I haven't even talk to.. and I rarely know what is going on in her life because she doesn't write e-mails to me no more..
It's really kinda sad when u come and think of it...
*sigh.. however, still it really made me happy when she called.
Gonna go watch a movie with Jaymee and possibly Sam and Kathryn... ^_^
Oh.. and till like later of the night only I realize today was Sam's birthday!! So, I greeted her and send her the clip that Michael send me b4.. it was a really cute clip.
I told Kathryn we really should celebrate with Sam if she's able to come with me and Jaymee on Friday... we can go take pics and etc.. and this time better not make me wait for 2 freakin hours @ McD.
Woah.. its like almost 1am on Oct21st already.. oh well, I guess that concludes my day for yesterday and today.. Need some sleep
=End=

Wish list :
1. Apple iPOD
2. Burberry neck scarf + toque
3. Hope daddy say yes for me going into UBC
4. Hope I even get in in the first place. :D
5. SLEEP!!! :X

2004-10-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

The First step to getting the things you want out of life is to decide what you want.
-Ben Stein

It has been a long time since I last updated this blog.Probably it is time to update it.
Life has been moving on smoothly for the past weeks.Hang outs are basically what happened.
I was actually amazed to hang out with Ray Leen a.k.a Kathryn after like 3 months not seeing her since her bf came home. She did came hang out with us probably because Jaymee and Sam told her we are going to Night Magic to see the clothes(S.M stuffs:X). However when I saw her I asked, Why didn't she reply my calls,my msg's or anything? Is she just avoiding me or what? I mean like if you don't like me, tell it to my face, don't do those small lil actions that confuse people. But then, her answer was like no, my cell spoilt(well, found out frm Jaymee it was true) but then not replying msg's just gave me the feeling she just doesn't like me or she just wants to hang around her bf 24/7. I mean we used to be best friends but then ... *sigh..

Just like the quote had said by Ben Stein, I know and decide what I want, but how come I can't get it? Is it my wrong strategy? or...
All I want is just friends. Friends that would stand behind my back when I need them, friends that will fight but the fight make them closer n more understanding about each other. Just Friends. How hard could it be?

I have friends, but then I just keep on feeling my friends are not the ones that will be standing on my back when I need them. They're too far for me now. They have their own life. Either they're all the way in M'sia or they're all the way in Aussie. I really wish I could afford to stay in Melbourne but then knowing Dad's gonna lose his job in Dec I should be more careful of my expenditure.

Guess what?? Shaun promised me turkey.. its sweet ain't it.. but guess what again!!! He promised that his dad wouldn't eat it...BUT.. he ate it the turkey that was kept in the freezer the day before Shaun came and see me >.< What a disappointment!!

When Shaun came in, we went for dim sum with Yin Seng @ Quinpool. The dim sum was good.. well like I said.. probably just because we haven't been eating dim sum for a LONG time.. after that, we chilled at my house playing Sims !!! How cool is that *rolled eyes

I had a Pre-Cal test last Thursday and I score pretty well in it. I beat Yung Hun by .5 but I am still damn happy about it.. but then Julian beat us by 7 points which he got close to hundred though.. but then Julian already took Calculus so if he got worse than us, he must be really bad in Cal but I know he's not :D

Went for my interview assignment after school today nearby Ayako's.I had supper over at Ayako's.Gina,Ayako's host mum cooked haddock fish + salmon +rice+ corn+ broccoli. It taste good :D well, maybe its because I haven't been eating fish lately...

Today's my first day since I moved into town, I went swimming. The swim was awesome but now I am sored. How so? Well, rusted skills and body!! I can't believe I forgot how to swim the other styles except for Frog style :D Gonna get my membership soon. I paid for it!! I better get it :)

My Wish list :
1. Apple iPOD Mini 4 GB
2.Burberry Neck Scarf
3.Burberry Toque
4. Winter Jacket
5. New Jeans
6. New sneakers(but its not necessary)
7. Go to Manitoba/Toronto around Christmas

God, my journal today has been going more n more narrow...
Bear with me ... I'm just exhausted

P.S: Calvin Tan: You're fat yourself. You weight 3x my weight. So, maybe you should look @ the mirror b4 criticizing someone else. Grow Up!

Happy Halloween :D

It's about time for a new update i guess...

2004-10-10T16:55:00.000-07:00

Life is so unpredictable.
The people who are the closest to you
might be the one that would more likely betray you.

I guess its been a while since I've blog.
Almost 2 weeks I suppose...
I also keep myself wondering,
why didn't I blog since I'm online everyday??
Pretty good question huh??
I guess I was just upset from what Calvin Tan left on the tagboard.
I know its kinda dumb but then he reminds me of pain and childishness that I feel so helpless because I know him so long and I can't do nothing to make him realize its time to grow.
I know he will be reading the blog, but its something I would want him to know too.
" When you do not have something then don't insult others unless you have it.
When you don't have something use your talent to grab hold of it not use your mouth.
No matter how wrong parents could be, you're 21 and you should know how to think.
You yourself got your dad into a stroke, you not only not realize what you did but just blame your own dad for being dumb and stupid. No matter how stupid or dumb they are, they had been your parents for the past 21 yrs and did they ever let you not have enough to eat or to wear? For all that I know, no matter how hateful a parent could be, do your part on being the good one and not when they tell you what's right you do the opposite. It's time to grow up. It's also time to learn how to talk to your parents properly. You want to be a salesperson, but u can't even talk and convince your parents how can you be sucessful? Unless, you want to be selling coffee @ Starbucks. Using "no car" as an excuse its not only the most dumb excuse I've ever heard but telling me u just can't talk to your dad about sending you overseas is worse. Learn how to grow up, don't let the people around you worry about you. Using your mouth to say is useless, if you consider yourself as an adult, use actions to prove what you said is correct. Don't ask me why or how, if you have brains, you'll seek for the answer yourself."

P.S - The sorry poem is not for you Calvin Tan, its for another ex-pet bro that I have.

How did my past 2 weeks go?
It was awesome!! :D
First event that happened the first week was Wing night with Yin Seng...
Aaaa.. they say they need my ID to prove that I'm over 19!! Arghh.. Bak guai dai lou's if you care so much if I'm @ legal age why not care about your own whities.. r the on a legal age scheme to drink!! But overall, it was fun~
Well, that was Thursday...
Me and Yin Seng hanged out again on Sunday.. but this time with Shaun~...
He taught Shaun how to play "chor dai dee" it was fun~ I won 2-3 times!!! :D so excited
Also he cooked for me n Shaun.. hehe his "kicap"chicken nice nice food~ :D
Well, and guess what I found at his apartment?? Shin Chan!!! XD I was SO SO happy when I found it and obviously I took it home and read lor :D
hmm..
Second week's event,
let's see..
oh.. ya.. went out with Jaymee,Rayleen and got to know Samantha..
They were fun~ .. but I waited for them for 2 hours.. 3 big siu che's!!! made me wait for them @ McDonald's for so long!!! >.<
but then.. after meeting up with them we went to Minato's .. hehee.. my favourite place~ :D
I ordered Unadon(I think its call that gua... it was the eel bento la!!) n also the Kimchi~ :)~~~
so happy.. whenever I eat kimchi it makes me extra happy~ :D
as i'm typing now, i feel like eating kimchi :D
but yeah.. after that we went to Night Magic... hehee.. its like the shop that sells SM probs and costumes la.. Sam, Rayleen and Jaymee went and try on those costumes.. hehee.. but then I didn't.. well ebcause i didn't see anything i like and also the price is "kia si lang" but in the end Sam bought the gypsy costume for Halloween and Jaymee bought some kinda bikini bra with shiny stuff thing la.. haha..knowing both of them really so cute la XD
hmm.. the next day went out with Shaun.. hehee :D
so happy.. we went n watch movie - cellular.. it was quite a good movie.. a good ending.. but not PERFECT.
I know I am not qualify to say PERFECT la.. but then it was good lor ;)
and now.. today.. me sitting @ home watching this taiwan series call 千金百分百.
its been a long day.. but now gonna wait for Shaun to call then gonna go to bed :D

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2004-09-29T20:06:00.000-07:00

Sitting alone in the dark...
at a night like this...
listening to songs that remind me of the past...
I thought I could live better without you but I didn't...
How could you leave me and left me in the mess..

It's 12.07am now as I'm typing this...

There's a fight in school yesterday.. one that had cause the attention of media's,community and also police.. blood was everywhere.. it was horrible.. now even going to the washroom during class time u need a hall pass.. so inconvinient..so unsecure..

I really don't know how or what to write about how I feel today.. It's getting more and more weird day by day that I have lots to tell but less to write.. but .. i am gonna write this here so i would remember.. i promise myself if i sleep every nite before 10pm i'll buy myself something at the end of the month~~ :D promise is a promise oh :X

It's Chicken Day!!!

2004-09-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

Happiness can be found when you want them to be found.

Yay!! Its CHICKEN DAY!!! Some had been wondering what that was for a few days now but the ones that know know's what it is :P well I guess it's time to reveal ?? :X
Chicken Day is when this Bar in Spring Garden Road has a special offer on every Thursday on chicken wings. It has the most awesome chicken wings ever!! So, that's why its call "chicken day"!! Get it ? maybe not.. i'm just a lil weird.
Oh well, today's chicken day so obviously me ,Ayako and Woori would go eat CHICKEN @ Father's Moustache (the bar's name,strange name eh?) hehee.. but oh well, its so pissy >.<
When we got there we were told that there were still empty tables and ask us to go look for our own seats and then when we sat down the waitress told us you're not allow to sit in this area because we're underage.Then, we went back to the counter and told the other waitress and she gave us this beeper thing but then when its our turn again the waitress took us back to the same area and told us that's our sit!! >.<>.<
After eating and feeling our stomach's we went to Lea Chateau to look out for clothes but the clothes there are not as filling as i thought it was suppose to be. Then, we went to another store that was supose to sell Paul Frank stuffs but then, the store was close down >.<>.<
BAKA BAKA!! >.< But we went to Walmart to get Ayako's pills then Brent bought a book at the Cole's and the book is with me NOW :D hehee.. well he actually just borrowed it to me.Its a Stephen King book, forgot the title.. but i'll remember later when i see it..
We sent Ayako and Woori home and then when Shaun send me home I realize that I told him to bring everything of the mp3 player's stuff he left out one again >.<>.<>.< But thank God he's bringing it tomorrow or else there'll be no way that daddy's gonna teach me how to use it!!
Yay!! Daddy's coming to Halifax tomorrow but then.. I do not know which airport he's going to be at so, i told Eugene to sms him which airport will he be at so that me, Shaun and Brent could go pick him up!! Brent said it would be fun to wonder around the Airport.. I think it would too. :D hehehe..

( ^_^ ) \./

:( throat so sore ~~>.<~~~

I'm sorry

2004-09-21T20:52:00.000-07:00

This is to my dear ex-pet bro Calvin.
In my heart you're always the best bro I've ever got.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I never listened
I'm sorry I wasn't there
I'm sorry that I found myself
pretending I didn't care

I'm sorry that you had to deal
I'm sorry I never say stop,
I'm sorry I never take in
whatever you have to till our relationship level dropped.

I'm sorry that I made you upset
I'm sorry I didn't realize
I'm sorry if you ever cry
makes me feel like i would die
if you ever cry again.

I'm sorry you were hurt
I'm sorry I was mean

A million of sorry's is all I can say.

Cherishing

2004-09-21T20:32:00.000-07:00

Cherish what you have now so that you'll have no regrets in the future.

Uuuuh... It was COLD today.. well because of the wind. Hehhe.. I got a ride to school today.
In school, it was awesome day today.As usual I spend it with Ryoko and Sarah.
Sarah's looking for a new house to move out with Josh.This keeps me wondering will the 3 of us be friends forever? I hope we will. I hope that we could cherish what we had right now.
Althouhg for Sarah its a lil early for her to start looking for new place to move out when she doesn't have a job yet but I don't know how to tell her though. I hope she doesn't turn into the next Kathryn that make me wanna help her but also feel so helpless at the same time.
Today my h/w load actually gotten less, just pre-cal reviews that is optional to do and the other assignment is due on Thursday.Uuuuu tomorrow we have a test in pre-cal.Hope I do well in it.
Walking pass the playground on the way home keeps reminding me the day Sunday that I spend with Shaun there.There's never a guy who had play with me in a playground.I even told him that it was my childhood dream to have a guy that i love to push me on the swing .*^_^*
I always wonder how come I never got to write a journal everyday eventhough I go online everyday.Guess I finally made it to write one today :)
Browsing thru Joyce's blog it keeps me wondering how she is doing.She seem pretty depress on what she wrote on her blog although I'm not really close to her but I really wish and pray she'll find happiness.Holding back on what is not yours anymore will hurt more the longer you hold on to it.
I messaged my long time ago pet bro - Calvin on friendster.Although I haven't seen him in real life before I know he's a good guy inside of his heart but he is scare of getting hurt because of what a girl did to him last time and I swore to myself last time that I would not break his heart but I did. Maybe I was childish back then and didn't know the importance he played in my life.I regret for what I said to him last time but then we both have the same attitude probaly why we fought so bad and hurt both so badly for someone you haven't even met before. He is a guy who is really romantic, kind,sweet,compassionate,gentle inside but now he has turn to become a hedgehog that is full of spikes no matter how I try to go near him I can never get near but I believe one day he will know that I regret for what I did and I really meant what I said on not to hurt him and always be there for him. God Forbid me but I believe what I thought wasn't such a big deal then was a big deal to him. I really couldn't forget him because he was the nicest big brother that I could ever have but I guess I have lost him now. Even by asking a how are you had turned into a you seem like looking for fights msg to him.Am I really that horrible to you that even regards had turn into words to pick fights?I really wish I could mend the hurt I have cause you for my immaturity last time but then time can't turn.
I'm stil so happy from talking to Eugene last night, it reminds me of the times in M'sia where he,me,banana and daniel used to hang out every Sunday when I was banana's gf.Now, he have a gf of his own, a girl that he love.He was somebody who looked for true friends and will always be standing by you as a friend.He is a friend to stand by when u have emotion breakdowns but on other terms the Eugene I know would probaly be not dependable(that's like moneywise I suppose).However, he had been the friend that I can maintan good relation with in M'sia till now although we didn't contact for quite sometime.Hope he really did found the happiness he wanted.
Guess I'm just freaking cold typing with my bare half-frozen fingers. :D

Just another day

2004-09-19T20:00:00.000-07:00

Don't take things for granted as you don't get them everyday.

Awake by the freaking nose blocks that I got.
It was just 8 something in the morning.
Went downstairs and was watching cartoons till HUN called.
He told me he was coming in and ask if we're going to the flea market and I just told him no.
Well i'm having a flu market myself why do i need to go to the flea market :P
So instead we ended up in Chapters the ultimate bookstore where you can actually sit down and read the damn book but before we went to Chapters we went to SDM to pick up some facial mask and a new facial foam for me!! Damn them for not having NIVEA.They told me they dont carrry that brand but I remember seeing it a few weeks ago!! >.<
However, hehee I got an offer of Shoppers Optimium card so I can collect points and change them for something someday. Yay!!!
Sitting in Chapters with 5 inches thick,a dozen of magazines I started fliping thru them.Partially they're all fashion and hairstyle magazines...Well, I wanted a new hairstyle anyway so I'm trying to find one that would look good on me!!! :)
After that we got something to eat and we went home coz we have TONS of h/w to do.
I'm currently not complete with my h/w at all!!! >.<>
Plus, Iyako is gonna call me sooon... :X gonna go in a hurry...

P.S/ - I love you Shaun hunnie and I'm not mad at ya.
- Happy 20th Birthday Sara!!! :)

Just another day

2004-09-18T21:34:00.000-07:00

Will you always be my love and never lie?

The whole week had been a slow moving one.
I still can't think of a reason why.
Talked to Reon this week.Haven't been talking to him for quite sometime.
He's been really upset because he got rejected by a girl.
So much for that nonsense but I know he is just a guy who's hoping for love from everyone around.Feeling lack of love is what we often feel nowadays.
Was sitting in the cafeteria this week talking to Sarah and Iyako about our lifes,relationships and things to do and so on.Got invited by Iyako to her house parent's anniversary or sometthing but ended up not going because Shaun didn't come in nor call since Friday plus it was raining outside so I didn't feel like walking there.Sorry Iyako,unable to attend your house parent's party.
Homework for the whole week was another heavy load.Pre-cal is getting so much harder and so is Canadian History.Havin to learn CHS is damn bored!!! >.<*sigh another homework weekend.
Anywayz, today when I got online I saw HIM online and he was the words he wrote on his title in msn was so distrupting as if he's trying to catch my attention getting me jealous, maybe it is and I guess I dumbly fall for that trap.I ask him what was it all about and he kinda explain but kinda hinting me he's got himself a new gf.HE putted Yen's pic on his msn and so I just kinda ask if he knew her or something cause Yen was Viv's pet sis and my junior.It kinda make me curious how he proclaims that girls are nuts over HIM when he'slike a freaking ugly fat-so.Me falling for him years ago was a dumb thing and the thing that I would never wnat to have it repeat.I hope Shaun is not another lying bastard like him.Nothing hurts more than the feeling of betrayal when they lie to you. Guess I just couldn't trust ppl still.
But, oh well.. I finished the 15 episdoes of Snow Angel- a taiwan series,its really touching and the love within the 2 of them are so pure and its such a waste in the end how they didn't got back together because it was so pain to.I wish that I would have a pure love like them but not an ending like them but I guess this would never happen.I read Joyce's blog knowing that's she's still having some thoughts,pain and wishing in her heart.I guess we girls always fall in love with guys and got hurt by them.
Having a sore throat on a day where you eat fried food isn't really the best thing but I did :X
I'm gonna be so sick.I'm having nose block and everything now.OMG I'm probaly gonna die of flu or something this week.BUT i'm so proud of myself that I actually walked to school UP THE SUCIDING HILL!!! It was like a 30 minutes walk and I made it!! I'm gonna do it everyday. :D
GO ME!!! :)
I guess I'm not gonna write so much today hmm.. Too tired and sick to go on...
Wish me luck ppl.I hope I'll be able to keep the walking to school routine.
Happy Birthday Sara! (That's tomorrow :X)

2004-09-18T17:18:00.000-07:00

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First week of school..

2004-09-10T22:27:00.000-07:00

Life is never exhausting as long as you spend your energy on the right thing.

Life can be very exhausting especially when you're in a new place and you want to adapt to it.
My first day,week of school was not as bad as I expected nor as good as I wanted it to be but you couldn't expect much in life could you?
It was fun to have a Monday off for Labour day and then its back to the school days.
Homework load in P.A is heavy, heavier than it is in ESDH or in the high schools in M'sia.
You have h/w for almost every class,however I realize P.A is a really technology-wise school where they use e-mails to hand in your assignment for those that has alphabets existence.
Half of my subjects are a heavy load h/w course which is like Pre-Cal and Canadian History.
Learning about Math is not a problem or its h/w cause i know that Math requires practice to make it perfect. However, learning about other ppl's history is kinda hard but thinking of that I would probaly be migrating here after my uni years I guess its worthy.
Shaun is always there as usual,supporting me with my h/w, telling me the answers to those unknown/unanswerable questions in Canadian History and he was actually an ex-War Obssessed dude... Oh My!!! I'm in love in with a guy that's like War obssessed!!! :X
Making friends wasn't all that hard either, I've got pretty few friends right now but I believe I'll make more in the day to come."Think positive,Live positive is the better way to life." I'll take that in man...
Let me count, hmm.. I know the Sarah from Lockview(she has face like a model!!!very clean feature!!) and the Sara from Iran,Hoori,Junghun that's from Korea,this mexican guy.. forgot his name though :X hehee :D but yeah and this girl name Sandra that was from M'sia too but didn't talk much to her cause I've actually just met her yesterday!!
However, Sandra is my "uncle"(so-called only,I gave him that name actually :X) 's friend's daughter.According to my "uncle"-Yin Seng, she's a really quiet girl, so it kinda makes me scare to mix around her cause I ain't no quiet I'm like a freaking pecking bird!! :X hahaa.. I talk like there's no tomorrow worrying that I wouldn't be able to open my mouth the next day I wake up :Xhaha (just exeggerations)
Oh well, probaly this is coming to an end of my report about my week :)
I did have a fun week (considerably) but I'm gonna have more fun!! I'm gonna play pool now :P gagaga ciaozzzzz

That's the Love test i took today :)

2004-09-03T19:38:00.000-07:00

Your Love Style Is...
Caring!

You seem to have it all worked out. You are emotional strong, warm and know how to love. More importantly you think with both your head and your heart allowing you to handle all romantic situations calmly. How did you get this smart!!

What is your Love Style? Find out at DatingTips.ws

Will I be remembered?

2004-09-01T16:58:00.000-07:00

I'm only a dot in the world.Do I really make a difference?

Woke up by my dear's call this morning at 9am.
The urge of going back to bed was big but dear was like " Wake up wake up.."
I guess I couldn't help it but just to be awake and start getting ready for his arrival.
With the thought that I'll be getting my picture taken, getting a new bookbag and a new cordless mouse make me more excited than ever.Dear's getting me a new bookbag and a new cordless mouse!! How can i every repay him? Sometimes to look it in a good way a lot of girl's envy me but then does that materials really matter?However, I'm really grateful for who he is but not what he has.
Seeing him just makes me happy because he has the most beautiful brown eyes that I've always wished my boyfriends would have but he's the first and hope he'll be the last.
We went to Penhorn first to take the picture from the picture booth and it turns out awful!!!
However, what is done is done can't change it.. maybe its just me.. me being the awful looking girl.
Tomorrow is gonna be the first day of school, this really makes me ultimately nervous.
Getting breakfast done is not an easy job u know... we had to go thru like so many places to decide what we want to have for breakfast.Howver, we ended up having breakfast at Smitty's. I had the enormous breakfast with the 3eggs mushroom and cheese omelet while Shaun had the 3 cheese Omelet.. however.. his omelet sucks.. so he not only didn't finish it , he also feel like puking by then...
The day went by really quickly as my indecisiveness made Shaun late to go pick up his mum..
sorry hunnie.. and sorry didn't mean to make that bag to cost so much.. :(
*Feeling real bad now ... :s
And now here I am.. sitting down wondering...
me writing all this crap.. why am i doing this..
is it that i'm feeling so awful to be so afraid that nobody knows or realize my existence?
Maybe that's it because I do not know how else to feel.
I hope one day I'll be loved and remember not only by my hunnie but by friends around too.

Unwritten Sorrows...

2004-08-25T21:29:00.000-07:00

"Being what you're capable of is life."

Life can be written but you can't have them all in detail.

Taking a break from bloging/diary'in.
Finally now I've got back to the step.
School's gonna start soon in the near September.
Going to a new school gives me a lot of different feelings.
A touch of nervous,excitement,happiness all mix together which is hard to describe.
In a few more hours, I'll have to go to school to do my course selection.
I really do pray that I get the courses I want.

For the past few days and weeks,
Life was fun.
Chatting with grandps and my dear sis Gen is something that I'll always love and miss.
Asking them to tag me on my board but they seem to have no replies for that really gave me a disappointed.Sometimes I might just think,maybe I just don't matter to them.
Am I really that worthless that I feel that friends around don't care much about my existence?
I want to be dependant.
I want to feel being a part of the group but am I just way too far for them to reach?
I should move on.Move on,finding new friends would probaly be the best thing I would do right now.

Brains can be defunctionize after 2 months of summer break.
A simple addition such as 1+1 might even equals 11 to me if my break is longer.
Adding that I have friends that I can't depend on,
well I have one.. the television :)
It had been my best friend since the start of summer.
not only entertain me but not letting me feel the loneliness around.

Learning about world poverty let me learned more about life.
Why is there such thing as even poverty.
It's all because some that are self-centered businessman/politicians only care about their own profit but not other's need.I know that in business it is not the profits that you're trying to earn but the customer's heart that you're suppose to earn.If you do not have the customer's heart but just some cold blooded profit,I doubt there'll be any customers that would want to furhter their business with you.

Having what I want to say about life in this blog really makes me loosen.
Other then my dear that I could tell about at least there's someplace that I could write it down and not forget about the meaning of it to me.Am I really that hopeless and fateless with ppl that I really could never own a best friend of my own ?
God, I hope I'll find my answer one day.

What A Day!! *Phewwww....

2004-08-13T00:21:00.000-07:00

Enjoying my day?
Ppl said the first hour of the day is 12am.
Guess what I've been doing?
I've been chatting with my beloved pet sis online for 5 hours :)
It has been a long long time since we've chat.However, she's suppose to be working but she's not instead she's busy chit-chating with me :) how lucky of me :P
After all the chit-chat's that ended as soon as she got off work,I went to bed.
Waking up at 11am wasn't the ideal time that I wanted to wake up but it was way too hot to continue sleeping in.Do I have a choice or not.. guess not.. :s
Then, going back to my normal routine,go online,watch tv,...eat... :P
As I was about to go do those, my lovely Rayleen finally called.Its her birthday today!!
She had been playing disappearance lately since her bf came back.
He's doesn't like me n her talk too much so its a bad thing >.<
However, thank God I've actually finally learned how to tune a guitar!!Damn proud of myself :)
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Walking to the library is not as easy as you expect when you wear flip-flops.
And also, when its like ultimately hot when you walk there and ultimately cold when you walk back!!
It took me SO LONG(i don't know how long though) to reach there..
Enjoying the high speed internet there was a definite reward for me!! :)
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The sudden of a blackout in the middle of your shower wasn't exactly what you would want.
Well, it happened to me all today.. first time in my life!
As soon as the lights went out,I was so paranoid.Maybe it was too much of horror movies lately thinking that someone might tripped off the electricity to come and kill me..Well that paranoia thought was only in my mind for a lil while thank God.So, I just continue my shower in the dark and dress up as normal but except without LIGHTS!!! After a while, I actually thought it was good and the sudden strike took me.. I have a head of wet dripping hair and i can't blowdry my hair! That's so pathetic.
So, after all the complainings of my day it reached ALMOST the end till..
the conversation that I had with my pet bro.
He told me I sound exactly like my mum!!! -.-"
made me upset for the rest of the night..
where got ppl insult u when u purposely call all the way from canada to m'sia to booze his ass up like a rocket? >.<
What a day!!! hope i'll never have one like this again.

Exhaustion?

2004-08-10T12:14:00.000-07:00

Woken by a 9am phone call wasn't a big deal?
Thank God for the answering machine that we newly bought or else I would be screaming at the person on top of my lungs. Wondering who called early in the morning as everyone's understanding to me, they'll never call that early because I ain't no early bird.
The thought of registering myself in P.A this morning was the first thing that I should've got it done,but thanks to my brains I've actually called before i go,which also leaves me a hassle to go there because the school wasn't even opened yet!!!
However, going online,I saw Daddy... hehee.. He says he is going to come end of next month!! I'm so excited!! Finally get to see Dadddy but the news of "might not" be able to returned to M'sia due to the budget makes me upset.Thinking that I might actually be able to returned to M'sia next yr is just a dream now as Daddy said he might be fired from the company in UK.:(
Life will be tougher but today I didn't want to bother about it.
After some rushing, I left the house going into Halifax to purchase my lovely green tea...
I actually got to realize some new shops around Halifax that even sells kimono's!! Shaun's gonna be superbly happy.. but its like superbly expensive too.. :(
The sun was awfully hot and I really can't help it and went to the store and got myself a hat and not to forget a belt too!! :) So proud of my hat and my belt.. its awesome...
Doing a good deed will get returned someday might be true and might not be but I really do not expect for any.Well, why I said that is because when I went to buy the Green Tea in the chinese store,I saw this old lady standing by the bus stop waiting for the bus to go to "manor" however she was there before i went into the chinese store and she's still out there when i come out.The sun was freaking burning and she's standing under the hot hot sun.. so i just bought a drink for her and hope that she would have some cooler in her body :) She was so so so worried that I am trying to play a prank on her and keep on asking are u sure its new? are you sure u haven't drank it and etc.
After that, I've decided its too early to go home so I took a bus to the Mic Mac mall,saw Lara there and just kinda wave at her but not bothered to talk to her.. feeling a lil not sociable today.
Walking in the mall was so tiring.. If I would actually know that I wouldn't have went there and went home instead.However, hehe.. I got myself a pair of shorts and also a denim skirt although the skirt was a lil loose but it's buy 1 get 1 free!!! Its irresistable!!! Ppl who know me should know my obssesion for shopping.
Even gettin' out of the mall,waiting at the bus stop its equivalently HOT and also I bump into Lara again!! This time, I acted like I didn't see her and thank God the bus came 5 minutes later!!! Didn't have to have any conversation with her... :X
And now,I'm not only hungry and tired,I also miss my hunnie.Wondering how is he doing at work today..Missing my friend Amane and also Reon.. wondering how both of them are doing...
*sigh...
After a long 1 week off the journal I think I should write more about it.. it actually feels good to tell someone who couldn't reply about ur day!!! :)
Yay!! I'm gonna borrow 100000000 of vhs from the library :X

HOT!! Urgh..

2004-07-30T23:48:00.000-07:00

*Knocks...
That's the first thing I heard this morning..
Its 9 something.. and my guardian is knocking on my door because she needs assistance on understanding what the person on the phone is talking about.. *sigh..
With all the unwillingness I have in heart,I still had to wake up and get myself to pick up the phone that's beside my bed.After some understanding, its just that some points problems.. nah.. guess u would never understand.. Well, you see, my guardian doesn't speak English eventhough we're in Canada so I'm mainly assisting her on her stuffs and her assisting and teaching me the way of life.
As much as I hate,I had to get up afterall,knowing that I couldn't bear to sleep anymore.I woke up and decide to finish all the vhs's and dvd's that I brought home from the library the other day.. however, its really been disappointing.. half of the movies are boring and dull.. in the way of regretting that I even borrowed it back.. well although its free but its just not worth carrying all the way!!its like a truckload of books!!
It was burning hot today and the weather is burning me up although its like only what?29-30 celcius outside but its just too hot..so, I've decided to nag my guardian to get out of the house and go to the mall or something.. after 2 hours of noises that I've made she decided we're gonna go out .. and the bargains that we got when we went out was a DVD player!! yay!! :D She's been wanting to buy it for sometime since we've been longing to watch Japanese and Korean series on it.Happy happy...
actually not much to write about today as its really hot out and i'm so exhausted..
I kinda hate this blogspot thing now coz I did like a 60 question survey and was about to post it and it gone missing!! its really pissy to know that you've spent half an hour answering that damn survey!!! arghhh..
well... hope I have a good day with Shaun tomorrow :)
Peace out...

Letting you and me to know me better.

2004-07-30T13:30:00.000-07:00

Sounds complicated in title huh?
Well, just a survey for myself to know myself better...
Hope I don't bored myself out or you out.

Survey..
1. nAmE:Elaine
2. piErCiNgs: 7..dun worry they're on my ears.
3. tAttoos: Gettin one on my 18th birthday :)
4 hEigHt: too short to be mentioned... ask me if you want :X
5. shOe siZe: US6
6. hAiR cOloUr: Reddish brown with black on top(new grown hair.)
7. sibLiNg(s): Younger bro
8. sOng u liStEnEd tO: All sorts..recently discover Spanish instrumental are awesome!!
9. cd/vCd u bOugHt: Nah.. too cheap to buy one..why buy 1 one u can d/l from the internet?
10. peRsOn u've cAllEd:My bf?? *duh!!!!
11. u hAvE a cRuSh oN sOmEoNe: Yes.. me bf :D
12. u wisH u cOuld livE sOmEwheRe eLse: Yes and no..
13. u tHiNk abOut sUicidE: only when i super depress...but wont do it
13. u beLieVe iN onLiNe dAtiNg: nopz
14. otHeRs fiNd u attRactiVe: do u find me attractive?? That shall be the answer.
15. u wAnt mOrE piErCiNgs:nah.. dun wan any piercing that wouldn't look good when i grow older.
16. u likE cLeAniNg: clean is good but that is to my own body not my room.. too lazy to be bothered :X
17. u wRitE iN cUrsiVe oR pRiNt: pring more often..
18. evEr cRiEd ovEr a girl: No.. just hate them for it!!
19. eVeR cRiEd oVeR a bOy: Yes
20. evEr liEd 2 sOmEonE: Yes
21. eVeR bEeN iN a fiSt figHt: yes with my mum... :X accident happens when u have different thoughts!!
22. shAmpOo dO u usE: Herbal Essences ... Pantene.. switching
23. aRe u sCaRed oF: accidents,parents and GOD
24. oF timEs I hAvE bEeN iN lOvE: 2
25.oF timEs I hAvE hAd my hEaRt bRokEn: 1 and I hope I don't ever meet that asshole.(pardon me)
26. of tiMes my nAmE aPpEaR iN thE nEwSpApEr: not me.. ever...
27. oF sCaRs i hAvE oN my bOdy: 1
28. of tHiNgs iN my pAst tHat I rEgRet: Lots.. but don't bother thinking it.. anyways y regret when u have a future??
29. 5 lEtteR wOrd: smile
30. cErEaL: don't eat them... too dry.
31. chEwiNg gUm: any gum.. just sometimes when i'm itchy in mouth.
32. cOlOuR(s):White,Black.. Baby colors
33. dAy(s) oF wEek: Saturday!!That's when Shaun's coming!!!:D
34. lEaSt fAvE dAy: monday
35. fLowEr: lilies and roses(red and whites one)
36. jEweLry: my precious now is the necklace that Shaun gave me for Valentine's!!A love symbol :D*^_^*
37. sPeCiaL skillS/taLeNts: daydreaming.. does that count? hahaa :D
38. sUmMeR/wiNtEr: When its summer I want winter, When its winter I want summer :D a bit "jin gak":X
39. gOnE oUt iN pUbLiC iN uR pyjAmAs: Yes!
40. cRiEd dUriNg a mOviE: Yes
41. bEeN 2 nEw yOrk: hoping to go
42. bEeN 2 cAlifOrniA: I think so..
43. chiNa: Definitely...
44. cAnAdA: I'm in it now :D
45. eUrOpE: hope to go again.. but this time I wanna visit on my own
46. hOng koNg: Yupz.. Hope to go again
47. aSiA: Yes.I'm born there!!
48. whAt timE iS it nOw: 1149
49. aPpLeS oR bAnAnAs: bananas!!!
50. bLuE oR rEd: red
51. wHat aRe u gOnNa dO after this: Watch tv!!!
52. wat was the last meaL u ate: Toast!!
53. wat do you do when you are bored: Watch tv!!
54. lAst nOisE u hEaRd: me typing...
55. lAst tiMe u wEnt oUt of stAtE/pRoviNcE: last weekend?
56. dO u beLieVe iN lOvE at fiRst siGht: Yes.. but they normally don't end up good.
57. dO u wAnt cHiLdrEn oNe dAy aNd if sO, hOw mAny?: yes, 2 is more than enough.Hopefully a g and b.
58. mOst impOrtAnt tHiNg tO u iN a fRiEndsHip: understanding & trust
59. tHiNg u diSlikE abOut uRseLf tHe mOst: being a bitch in times.
60. wOrSt fEeLiNg iN tHe wOrLd: being rejected
61. whO u lOvE: myself,my immediate family not my grandpa's aunts and uncles.. they're all money-minded son bitches...and not to forget.. my bf...
62. whO u miSs: the most .. my brother.. secondly my bf.. then my parents :D

Walkin' On A Hot Day.

2004-07-29T10:09:00.000-07:00

As i planned,
I was suppose to go out and picked up the letter that I didn't pick up yesterday.
I woke up at around 9.45am by a phone call that wasn't even looking for me!
After preparing myself,I'm determined that I'm gonna be outside today!!
However, according to the radio, there's gonna be showers of 2mm :( but I still made it out!!
Nah, thinking I'm on time? uh uh.. neva!!
Going online thinking of whether will I get an e-mail that I wrote to a travel agency yesterday regarding about my guardian's going to San Francisco in August, but nah.. didn't receive any but an e-mail from mum telling me not to go out everyday and some supertitious thoughts that she always had believed.
Ppl often ask me, do i actually believe in what my mum's supertitious warnings about bad luck charms and blah.. I always had kept the same answer- when it happens we'll believe for those who don't,but for me I'll take it as a pre-caution for any just-in-case as I had always believed that one's action is often caused by one's intention; well not to say that accidents don't happen. They do.Very often lately this year.Maybe its just that I've put down the walls of cautious.
Back to the day, going online led me to talked to Reon, an old net friend that I met thru the net a year ago,he's a type of good buddy and now I'm really glad that he had something in hand which is what he's studying -fashion design :) He've been so far so good,having a small lil chat with him made me lost track of time and missed the 10.15am bus but its all worthy after the long-time-no-chat sort of thing.
Waiting for the next bus which is an hour later wasn't easy,I left the house at 10.40am hoping that I'll be in luck for the other buses that might be going to the same direction of the ferry terminal but still I ended up waiting till 11am for a bus to come.
Meeting with the new school board International coordinator was quite an experience.His name is Dan Walsh and he is very friendly not to mention helpful as well.He had even told me that I should be going to Prince Andrew to pick out my courses by August 26th or the courses will be extremely limited for me.After a lil chat, I've decide to leave the School Board and head towards the bank to put in the money Daddy send me for my belated birthday last year.When I reached to the counter,the customer assistant told me my account was closed!! And, I was really in shocked! I haven't used the bank for quite sometime as I believe its too much of a hassle but after some misreads she actually told me it wasn't close!!What a relieved to hear that!!
Heading towards Halifax now,Why? Just for kicks I suppose.I've decided to take the Ferry instead of the bus.Grab my cup of Mocha and some napkins.Yum Mocha!! My favourite.The sits on the ferry were wet as there was a lil shower of rain b4 I left the house.Thank god I've bought coffee from Tim Houston's and had some napkins with me.Seeing everybody standing and me sitting made me feel weird but at least I got a comfortable ride afterall.
Reaching Halifax.The terminal were full with tourist from all across Canada and some even overseas I suppose,had come to see the ships that are on the harbour which those ships only come once every 4 yrs.I had my opportunity to see it now :) Happy happy!
As soon as I walked out of the terminal, there was this Spanish(I believe..)musicians playing some very attracting music and led me to stand and listen to their songs.It was really calm and soothing that makes you really comfortable.However,I had not enough money to buy their CD's or else I definitely would because its worth a buy.Their music is really hard to describe but its the type of music that you'll always want to hear it.
Walking up to Spring Garden Road was so tiring.More than I could imagine.Now I really truly believe that I'm out of shape!! I'm gonna vow to myself I would start exersicing after this week!! I really need to get goin or I'll end up being a fat pig..
Spending more than 1/2 hour on the computer in Spring Garden Road library typing on half of the journal was kinda annoying as u kinda get kicked out but oh well...
After leaving the Spring Garden Library I've decided to walk back to the ferry terminal but... I lost my way!! *sobs.. I spend 1/2 hour walking back and forth and in the end I realize I was walking in circles and if I were to took the left turn when I crossed the road the ferry terminal would be there!!It was SO HOT that you'll feel like stripping!! I felt so regret that I didn't wore shorts earlier.. on the way there's the Ice-cream man!! Yay!! bought myself an ice-cream for a treat and I found my way to the terminal!!! Congrats to me!!
Oh but thank God, when I finally reached the terminal with my half-finished ice-cream, the ferry was just there and ready to be go on .. no waits!! yay!! lucky me!! Sitting on the bottom of the ferry is gonna be like a toaster so I've smartly decided that I should be sitting on the up-deck and stupid me.. the sits are all wet and nonetheless I didn't have napkins with me this time.So, I had to stand all the way till Dartmouth.Borrowing a BUNCH of the videos is a hell lot of work!! Carrying them is one thing but its heavy too!! the load is unbearable.Thinking I still have some more of that to take when I reach the library near home,kills!! but thank God again... its just a few light dvd's instead of heavy vhs's!! Thank god... and here I am typing about my life..
Walking with me in my life is boring eh?? Any comments?? Leave me some :D

Psst.Thanks for those who're reading my BORING life.. Leave me some comments :D

A Day In Life.

2004-07-28T13:30:00.000-07:00

It was 9.15am...
The Sun is shining bright and the thought of getting up is killin especially when you have a headache.
Thinking of the acceptance letter that I have to collect from the school board at 10am in the later of 45 mintues?
Oh, don't even mention about that to me.In the end, I've never made it to even get out of the house.
Wondering why huh?
Maybe the weather is the cause,
or.. my laziness.
Talking to Daddy was a pleasant business eventually after the unhappy encounter yesterday about the fact that the sudden yes-go-back-to-m'sia and the sudden no-its-not-affordable-don't-come-back incident.
Finding out the wreck of my laptop that had been created by some unknown in my aunt's house is still remained as a mystery.For the fact that I know nothing about computers nor laptops I just had to learn some don't I?
And, I've decided to build myself a desktop computer!!I think I could make it with some help of my peers around.
After the discussion about buying components and parts for my new desktop with Daddy,I've actually decided I should be heading out to get that letter even though its like what.. 11.10am?
Digging thru pockets of each Jeans looking for the leftover change that I had the other day but guess.. no luck...NO MONEY!!
*sigh.. since when have i been left till this very step that I have no money to even go out?
Searching and searching for change from the key jar,finally I found enough change for me to go out and come back but...still I ended up not going out with the specific reason I gave myself.. -- There's no sun!!It's gonna rain!!Maybe better luck tomorrow...
After all the reasons and crapz that I gave myself I actually found my allowance on the dining table..giving myself a u-r-so-dumb feeling.. I just ended up sitting right in front of the T.V like what I've been doing for the past month since summer break had started..watching Dawson's Creek was awesome...Its quite an addictive show which last for 2 hours.. and there I go again.. back to the comp and finding out about this blog website.. after figuring out everything here I am typing about the half day of my life...
Welcome to walk with me on a day of my life but for today I guess I have to put it to an end here?
Have fun.. :)

Psst . Thanks to Amane for teaching me to blog this thing here.